it's officially fall & i'm falling apart.

I tidied up my living room today. I don't know how much longer I'm going to live here, but I will miss this living room.

When I moved in I painted three of the walls by myself, up to where I could reach. I had jumped up while I pressed the paint roller against the wall and it left the very tops unfinished. And still, I love these teal walls. I absolutely love the hardwoods. I love the two leather couches and the glass coffee table in between them where my betta swims in his round glass vase.

I love my furniture blending in with my professor's. I even love that the windows and door need to be kept open cause there's no air conditioning. Fresh air blows into the house all day and through the night.

Today I cleaned the hardwood floors and fed my three pets and myself. I turned on a lemongrass candle and it was the only light in the whole house besides the dim glow of the muted tv.

Right now my friend sleeps on my bed and I sleep on my sister's bed. Oliver is snoozing and I don't wanna wake him, but I wanna snuggle him.

I don't know what tomorrow holds. And I'm kinda tired of that.